REG: Lyrics about recent breakup "remember everyting" remix

Internal Note: this song is written from the perspective of one of the many personalities in my head named "Morgan Nicole" who did not exist prior to my ex-girlfriend being in my life.  As a result of Morgan Nicole being created after my ex coming into my life in this song "Morgan Nicole" sees her as "mother"  also in the song she apologizes to me for letting me down and other characters made specifically for this song, specifically "Jennette" (based loosely on one of my colleagues) and "Stephanie" (based loosely on a friend of mine fromschool).  Hope this song makes some sense in the twisted world of my mind which has been through too much for me to mention here.

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Remix Title: Remember Everything
Original Artist: Five Finger Death Punch
Remix By: Morgan Nicole (MN1033)


[Lyrics:]

Dear mother, I loved you; I’m sorry that I wasn’t good enough.  Dear Carly, forgive me, because in your eyes I just never added up.  In my heart, I know I failed you, to recover happiness and joy.

[Chorus]
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain, because I remember everything.  If I could help you forget, would you take my regret, because I remember everything.

Dear Jennette, just don’t hate me.  For never standing by you or being by your side.  Dear Stephanie, please don’t blame me; I only did what I thought was correct and right.  It’s a long and painful road, when you know you’re all alone.

[Chorus]

I feel like running away, I’m still so far from love.  You say that I’ll never change, but what the heck do you know?  I’ll bring it back from the past before I just give in.  Please forgive me for remembering the good times that we shared.

I remember… everything

[Chorus]

It all went by so fast, I still can’t change the past; I always will remember everything.  If we could start again, would that change the end?  We remember everything.