How are you feeling thread

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This a thread to say how you are feeling and discuss your feelings if need be. I will go first.

I am sad and mad at the same times so i am......sad? Wait, samad? I don't know but i am this way because i am tired of being treated like i am a ghost and being ignored and i am also missing the memories that my boyfriend and i had together. Listening to a song that he introduced to me and now crying because even though we had our ups and downs, i still love him no matter what. I cant let this go. I am thinking of writing a poem about this.

hungrier than you'll ever be

A little tired. I am a little nervous too. I had to answer a question which was about a quote and tomorrow is a class discusstion and I have to speak up and talk. That is not my thing. I am very anti-social and I do not present or anything in front of people unless I want to or am forced too. And here, I am technically forced to. Ugh.

Tired but excited

Ignored

Emotionless (ITS NOT A PHASE XD)

sleepy

Unsure

Scared off my friend's brother ;-;

Alright I guess

good

Happy and anxious.

Inner white girly (I WANT STARBUCKS LOL LOL XDDDD IM NOT WHITE IM HALF INDIAN)

A little anxious still but also very happy and has tons of idea going around my head.

well better than being mentally scared earlier

Evil (hence my NEW CATCHPHRASE: Much evil, such wow. MEHEHEHEHEHE lol wth)

Worried. Scared. Afraid. Destroyed.
but alright

Bored

Upset. Going back to old memories of him. I like him but we don't talk and Taylor Swift's Your not sorry says it all.  Just want to go in a closet and cry and no one cared how I felt.
How can I ever, try to be better
No one ever lets me in
...
I am on the outside, looking in.